Start getting excited Bitch!
Yeah, yeah.. long time - no read.
It's official, I am getting married.
Yes, I know I announced that tidbit almost a year ago.. but today was the first time I actually got excited about my wedding day (I've been excited about the marriage for a long time.) You see, today I bought my wedding dress.
And shoes and veil and jewelry.. David's Bridal was having a sale. I didn't plan on walking out of the store today with my dress.. but I couldn't ignore the Karma that was practically hurled at me.
To start, when I went in they told me they only had one copy of the dress I wanted. At first I thought I was going to be in big trouble since she told me the dress they had was a size smaller than I needed and it probably couldn't be ordered since it was a discontinued dress.
But I tried it on anyway.. much to my surprise it zipped and fit like a glove (still, it wouldn't hurt for me to lose another five or ten pounds.) If that wasn't a big enough sign I found the perfect necklace to match my flowers and it was also the only one left in the store like it. Oh, and the dress was over $200 off and all the accessories were on sale.
I left the store with almost my entire wedding outfit for less than I expected to pay for the dress alone. And since it'll need very few alterations it's as if it was destined to be mine.
Finally something is falling into place for me. Life has been beyond crazy for me. As busy as I've been lately I've felt like I'm living in seclusion (still no net.. but I'm hoping to change that by the end of the month.)
My new job it so-so. So far my bad and good days are about equal. Besides making stupid mistakes, my biggest stressor right now with Producing is gaining/losing the respect of those around me.
I've gotten mixed reviews on my Producing. Plenty of those on the production side have told me I'm doing great... but, although no one has said anything to my face, I get the feeling that those on the news side are less than impressed. I KNOW I have a lot to learn.. but at this point I'm still fighting against the P.A. label (which I still work as 2 or 3 days a week.. as well as Produce,) which is almost worse than being an unknown.
I could go on and on but there really is too much.
To sum up.. my life is now more financially stable.. but socially speaking I'm a wreck.. oh and JR and I are doing great.. or at least I think we are. We only see each other 45 minutes on average everyday, but maybe that's for the best.
It's official, I am getting married.
Yes, I know I announced that tidbit almost a year ago.. but today was the first time I actually got excited about my wedding day (I've been excited about the marriage for a long time.) You see, today I bought my wedding dress.
And shoes and veil and jewelry.. David's Bridal was having a sale. I didn't plan on walking out of the store today with my dress.. but I couldn't ignore the Karma that was practically hurled at me.
To start, when I went in they told me they only had one copy of the dress I wanted. At first I thought I was going to be in big trouble since she told me the dress they had was a size smaller than I needed and it probably couldn't be ordered since it was a discontinued dress.
But I tried it on anyway.. much to my surprise it zipped and fit like a glove (still, it wouldn't hurt for me to lose another five or ten pounds.) If that wasn't a big enough sign I found the perfect necklace to match my flowers and it was also the only one left in the store like it. Oh, and the dress was over $200 off and all the accessories were on sale.
I left the store with almost my entire wedding outfit for less than I expected to pay for the dress alone. And since it'll need very few alterations it's as if it was destined to be mine.
Finally something is falling into place for me. Life has been beyond crazy for me. As busy as I've been lately I've felt like I'm living in seclusion (still no net.. but I'm hoping to change that by the end of the month.)
My new job it so-so. So far my bad and good days are about equal. Besides making stupid mistakes, my biggest stressor right now with Producing is gaining/losing the respect of those around me.
I've gotten mixed reviews on my Producing. Plenty of those on the production side have told me I'm doing great... but, although no one has said anything to my face, I get the feeling that those on the news side are less than impressed. I KNOW I have a lot to learn.. but at this point I'm still fighting against the P.A. label (which I still work as 2 or 3 days a week.. as well as Produce,) which is almost worse than being an unknown.
I could go on and on but there really is too much.
To sum up.. my life is now more financially stable.. but socially speaking I'm a wreck.. oh and JR and I are doing great.. or at least I think we are. We only see each other 45 minutes on average everyday, but maybe that's for the best.
posted by SassyJill at 8:39 PM
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