Final Spin

Hard to believe 8 weeks went by so fast, but here I am... feeling sexy and without a pole. Class is over, only there was no final exam so I'm not quite sure how I did. My goals at the beginning were to gain confidence and a social life, plus get into better shape.

Well I know how I scored on the last one… pretty damn good. I'm not a toned Goddess, but I have more strength than I can remember ever having (even if that means I also have bruises I've never had before.) Sure I still jiggle but it's not as bad as when I started. Plus, let's face it... I will ALWAYS jiggle… even if I weigh 100 pounds... it's part of my genetic make-up.

So what about my social life? Well, I'm not sure if it's the class or the end of winter but it sure seems like I've been going out more with different people. Maybe I'm just putting more effort into it, but I like it.

As for my confidence, I'll give myself a solid "C." I do stand up for myself more but I have a ways to go. It's nice to have a little more spring in my step and know I could put a man on his knees with a few sexy moves. Although I already have JR and he has always been crazy about me.

Still, I secretly fantasize about having everyone I think treats me badly (boys and girls) come and watch me dance. I want to show them I do have power and that there is so much more to me than what they see at work. Right now I'm just jonesing bad for the pole and it's only been a day. I've even considered buying a portable one I can use at home (however I don't think the Rents would approve.) It's a silly thing to want, considering I'm basically a novice. And even though I have performed all the moves at least once, I still need a lot of work.

But never fear... I have a solution. I've signed up for the next session... now if I can just make it until the end of the month!